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My December: One-Shot

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

Harry Potter sat alone on the ledge of the window in the Gryffindor Common Room. It was clear to him that no one wanted to be around him. He didn't blame them of course.

This is my December
This is my snow-covered home
This is my December
This is me alone

He looked out the window, upon his snow-covered home. He was all alone, just like before…

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said to you

His argument with Ginny, his girlfriend, didn't help matters. He idly wondered if she was still angry. 'I wish I could take back everything I said to you to make you feel like that, Gin.'

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

'But despite what I said, I just wish I had somewhere to go to on Christmas…'

This is my December
These are my snow-covered dreams
This is me pretending
This is all I need

'But this is all in my dreams. If I hadn't pretended that this was all I needed I would be with Ginny, Ron and Hermione…I wouldn't be alone.'

And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things I said
To make you feel like that
And I
Just wish that I didn't feel
Like there was something I missed
And I
Take back all the things that I said to you

'I'm sorry I was stupid to think that I was all right alone...I'm not. I want someone here…I'm sorry.'

And I'd give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

'All I wanted when I was younger was to have someone to be with on Christmas, but now that I had a chance I didn't take it.'

This is my December
This is my time of the year
This is my December
This is all so clear

'It's clear that I'm not meant to be with anyone on Christmas. I'm meant to be alone…I guess.'

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

He wasn't aware that all through his musings four people watched him. They watched different emotions cross his face. They acted when they saw the sad loneness that crossed his features. "Harry?" Ginny called softly. He turned and said to them "What are you doing here?" Harry asked them in the same sad tone he had been using all year. "We thought you would want to be with us on Christmas." Hermione informed him. "So like it or not your coming with us." Ron told him with a grin. "Come on, Harry." Remus said. Harry got up, to their surprise, and followed them out to the grounds, thinking all the way. 'I'm not meant to be alone anymore…'

Give it all away
Just to have somewhere to go to
Give it all away
To have someone to come home to

Disclaimer: My December: The title and song lyrics belong to Linkin Park and Warner Bros. Records.